心情

今早
心情有些沉淀
是不是昨晚呢？
还是前晚...




在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想

你总说 时间还很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑

你没说 你也会软弱 需要依赖我
我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

PFM.

It is so glad that I have found a senior that study the same course with me in NUS..
Enquired jor little bit about my questions from her..
For the 1st sem more to Statistic and building elements..
2nd sem prone to econ^^ ,IT and physic ><
luckily..
nt as stressful as i think..

So, the ans i get from her ..
LEARNT english ehh..
if nt hard to understand lecturer de ehh..

Same time, study statistic and Mechanic better ..hoho..
15July-19July nd to go for the Orentation of FOC AMCISA.
23July nd to Reg for my Course.
3Aug start skol le..

Need to plan,how do i go singapore for this 3part of differ dates = ="

笑看人生

终于病完了..
huhu~
战后真的很累很累, 提不劲来..
中医讲我皮肤过敏症
整身都很痒，尤其是三餐后
真的顶不顺的..
可以做的，只能
Arrhhhhhh!!!!!
不要去碰患处，没有药涂的，只能忍。

一直叫我 静坐，
一直叫我 睡觉，
一直叫我 不能上网
不能做NUS的东西先
只能餐餐吃白粥
菜、面包也不能吃..
好像得了———酱

这几天我都听医师讲的去做，
但很像在逃避现实
只能忍，静坐？？
痒到集中不了精神
一直睡一直睡，晚上翻来翻去，睡不着觉..
想着你一句
“Then What You can do now?”
想不到答案..

妈妈一直要我用酵素搽
爸爸一直要我用茶叶+盐 洗患处（止痒）
医师差不多是可以说叫我绝食

我真的很像一只白老鼠，
我很讨厌这种感觉啊~~~
我想去打针，
妈妈说：你以为你用这个一天两天就会好了啊？
用多几天试试看...
西医只是把你“毒”压着，
听医师说将它发出来..
我真的顶不顺了！！
我又不知道它几时会发完出来？
真的很像在等死的感觉，
只能睡觉，完全不能运动..
什么奇怪的病来的？？

一天不好，我都不能去做工。
我也想不做了，但是没有人能接手
就算有，我也必须等一个月后的通知才能辞职。

昨晚，我终于撑不住了
我想打球，我想出街玩
不要被隔离～真的闲到爆!!
但是，每一/两个月，我想学妈妈的朋友一样，给肠胃排毒一次
不要给年轻化的病影响到以后的健康了
I hate Disease !

"What can you do now?"
其实我明白自己能干什么，但是父母不允许我去打针，
我真的只能坐着等。
好像拿着自己的命在跟父母赌...
为什么一个时常运动的人都有的这种病..!!
我很不服气 ,为什么是我 !!

答应了她的事我做不到，
一定又让她失望了吧？
答应了慧慧明天回去看医生打针，
妈妈第二天讲试试酵素，不能去
第三天，又一样
我推了一次又一次..
就算人家相信我，我也看不起自己..
答应了顺澎会帮一起弄 6a1 gathering的事
整天呆在医馆，回到家，都没什么精神去帮他通知了
结果只有6件去,haiz...
其实我也得负起这个责任..

What Can you do now?
I also dont know.
闭着眼睛，眼泪流了下来..

有些时候，改变不了事实，只能改变自己的想法
我紧张的时候，一切也变成空
可能还要面对过几次的挑战才能站回起来...
What can you do now?
就是这句：笑看人生

新加坡游后感

Very thank you Shun Hao to guide us these days in Singapore..
Learnt many english words from him..
Learnt many 道理 from him too..

5 thgs i saw in singapore :
1. They like to read book, using hp to listen music/duno play wat, and chit-chat
2. many lovers,they like to hug/kiss..in bus or MRT..special the youths(= =")
3. They are vry thin : izit too stress? or singapore food nt nice? They are like bones = ="
ohya, they like to wear slipers than shoes.
4. Singapore cars are designed Front 扁 and long..like stream-line one.
5. Many Malaysian are there..

Singapore really vry safe..wont hv robberies, bus gt tv news everyday.
Vry convienent juz by bus or train anytimw anywhr..
But too convienent wif this two vehiecles, so sienz and tired by keep changing the BUS and MRT.

The 1 i regret in this 3days trip is
Me juz use 15mins to look around my NUS study campus..haiz..
Hvn go for NUS accommodation(izit will like NTU that = =")
But my frenz said NUS hostel like hotel 1 de wor..
oso duno is the truth ont ><
NTU hostel minimum fees SD150 per mth, NUS SD240 ..

I am really out of time here to buy surveniors..
2nd day walked for 12hrs adi..non-stop..
1st and 3rd day juz keep sitting ..
rush here rush thr.. tired...
I have taken few photos, after i collected all wif shun peng then i will post in my facebook.

My skin started gt allergic,vry itchy ..
Mayb 2nd day walked for 12hrs,sweating many, then get de gua ..
Got clinic in NTU and Hospital in NUS too..
convienent for their students..

Singapore gt 3type of line : SingTel, Starhub and M1
I have bought a new sim card in singapore , my Starhub hp no in singapore 98862522.
It also gt 2type of prepaid card reload, SD18 , can use in 6mth,if u are few using hp de, can use this
SD28 , juz last for 50days, free RM 100 to call to Msia, left SD28 to call wif ur frenz in Singapore.

By the time i m using Maxis in Singapore, my mum called me ><
The fee is divided into both acc..
No wonder my money will deduct automatically la..

Havent go more places in singapore..
Maybe i looked this days' place juz 冰山一脚 oni..
Still gt nice thgs to eat, and nice thgs to play 1..
haha..
These 3days...
emm..
nt so enjoying lo..cuz too rush le..
Bt still ok la..cuz i hv learnt many before my course start..
Really vry thank you My frenz for accompaning..

My trip schedule in Singapore

1st day:
Sat noon 4.30pm departed from Bangsar "1st coach" bus to Singapore.
With Shun Peng and Shen Hong..
The bus design gt little bit special, is 3 seats a row.
Each seat got its tv screen,watch many many kinds of Movie and Musics.
Need to bring own EarPhone one..mine cun use ><
I hv watched I am Not Stupid, Hellboy, Spiderman2,Pirate of the carribean2, Protege in the bus both time leave and back to Msia.
me Really cannot sit diam diam in the bus move here move thr like a monkey ..haha..
Beh tahan the time in the bus, gt vomit feeling ehh~
But after wore off my spec and slp then ntg adi.

During the custom checking in singapore,
I saw the person incharge of my passport wore the same watch wif me then i told him, he smile wif me and said : yaya..haha ^^
By the time reached S'pore, Shun peng Bro (shun hao) brought us to buy EZlink card which can use to take bus,MRT and cab too..
Top up SD15.

After having supper near NTU, We were heading to hostel by 196 / 199 bus
(This two days no shutter bus, so we nd to paid by ezlink card><)
12pm reached, bath then slp le ..
Nightmare ><" but slp till the nex mrng.

2nd day : 9.30am We were guided by Shun Hao to hv a look along NTU
It really vry vry vry big..
the building are Almost the same Design,if without guidance, We sure lost ..haha
I saw Lee Chee Meng photo Thr = =" president of Nei4 Wu4 Bu4 of chinese society .. so pro.. Took many photos of NTU thr..
We also took a look on the spot of the Student of NTU commit suicide ..hoho!

NTU got 2Big canteen: CAA and CAB 3Libraries ...
Walked jor 2hrs oni almost finished , then We took bus to Hv lunch at BoonLay
By passing Jurong Point.
The beverages and food in Spore, are really.. really..haizz..><
I realised that Msia really a FOOD PARADISE !!!

Back to Jurong Point, search somethg IMPORTANT..but failed
Next station : SCIENCE CENTRE ..
We had stayed in From 2pm to 6pm = ="
INside really vry scientific and "waa ..waa.." many inside..
Many many differ thgs inside la..haha..
just SD6 oni(open hours: from 10am - 6pm)

Last station : back to Jurong Point by MRT to China Town..
Ate a special Ice-cream SD1 ^^
Ate Chinese Food thr.. emm..Not so nice oni ><
all meat..All soup..Ice-kacang..All sweet de ..

Back to MRT then took bus to Pioneer(near NTU).
11.30pm slp...
I hate NTU hostel's toilet and bathroom! damn dirty a!
how do i live with this leh ??
HELP me ~~~~~

3rd day :
12am hv McDonald in NUS,SD5 oni..without gov. tax
Luckily we met wif a nice person, he guided us to NUS when we were in bus stand.
Juz Spun around in NUS for 15mins oni..
Cuz we are rushing in time ..haiz..
failure in planning our schedule..
Take few photos around my school of design and enviroment (SDM).
1.30pm took bus to taxi stand,
heading to Novena Mall for our msia BUS.

When the resting station, really many Flies around the tables and food.
Yuak !! Really mou1 ngan1 tai2..
But i ordered a same boul of Maggie Soup wif shun peng
after eaten so scared i get Huo Luan ><

My trip to songapore was end.